11.12.2007

Can't Sleep... the Bar Examiners will eat me

it's 11:00pm... far past my new grown-up bed time. but i can't sleep. not with less than 4 days to bar results.... a mere 91 hours to be exact. i started feeling it today- nervous, nauseous, shaky, on edge- sort of like how I felt with 91 hours before Day 1 of the bar, but this time it's almost worst. because there's nothing i can do. it's out of my control now.

one of the attorneys i work with sent me an email today to say how impressed he was with my work and how he can't wait until i get my bar results. that should be good, that should make me happy. but instead, i have this feeling in the pit of my stomach and this evil thought in the back of my head... what if i let him down?

but i've already done everything in my power to make sure that doesn't happen. so for the next 91 hours, i'll just keep my fingers crossed. and i'll try to get some sleep too.

3 comments:

The Grand Poobah said...

I concur!

The criminal defense guy I work for told me that he's got a lot of work coming up and he desperately needs me to pass.

Jonathan told me that he needs me to pass so he can bill appropriately for my time and so he can pay me what I will be worth.

I wish I knew then that a passing score would be so important now!

The Grand Poobah said...

Let me just add...

Blah!

hoov, esq said...

I am nervous for you! I had to endure this twice, and I CERTAINLY hope that you do not.